He's kinda....

Amazing
Perfect
Wonderful
Addictive
He makes me smile like an idiot
And he makes want to tell the world because 
I know that I will always look beautiful to him
Even if to the world I look like an idiot
I instantly forget everything when I see him
And I never stop thinking about.
but most importantly, I'm madly in love with him 

It's all a lie.

I feel really rude for doing this but i have to share this. My poor 11yr old sister is really sick- spewing every 5 minutes- any she comes out with spew down her shirt and says "Do you think i should change my shirt of have a shower?" I say "Have a shower baby it'll make you feel a bit better" she then looks at me like this -___- and says "Dad said that today and i've had like 8 showers and im not feeling better. That's a lie." I looked at her trying to take her seriously. Though i was a good girl and not laughed.

much.

hello maths.

I used to have linoleum floors with sharp nails.  

That is all.

An Appetite for Everything Beautiful

I wish to find myself, until then,
you are chasing a ghost that does not exist.
                                                           

The morning after is always glorious.
                                                           

Be not afraid of growing slowly,
be afraid of standing still.
                                                           

These are my friends Docs, i love them :)
                                                           

something important should go here. 

                                                           

~Teva~

A bunch of crap you didn't know about me

mainly to kill my bordem, here's a list of stuff about me and what not to provide entertainment for the more bored.

• my favourite song as a kid was Daryl Braithwaite's song "The Horses".
• i would love to learn ballet.
• for my 6th birthday, i had a Barbie cake - i made my mum cut the head of the Barbie so i can eat it.
• sunflowers are my favourite flower.
• watermelon is my favourite fruit and avocado.. depending on which side of the argument you are on. 
• i think tomato is a fruit.
• i like commas, and fullstops as well. 
• i absolutely adore Lisa Mitchell.
• and if i was to go onto Rove, yes, i would turn lesbian for her.
• i love boyfriend and everything about him.
• imma bookworm. Fave author : Jodi Piccoult.
• i collect anklets.
• i would like to be a vegetarian one day.  
• i concentrate better on TV or a movie if the subtitles are on.
• ho fatto un pipi sul vostro cane.
• i really like love cheese.
• i have 2 hi-5 songs on my iPod, and i listen to them.
• butterflies and turtles are my favourite animals. 
• i laugh a lot, especially on the inside because i would look like a dick if i laughed out loud. 
• i like using full english, not this crap that would be in a txt.
• onomatopoeia is one of my favourite words.
• i hate when people say pretend as pa-tend.  There is an R in pRetend.
• im addicted to my ipod and milo.
• i dont understand why I is a capital letter and if its because it is a word for yourself, then why is me and you and the rest of the 1st, 2nd and 3rd person words not starting with a capital. 
• PostSecret is a frequently visited webpage.
• i have 3 reds, 2 orange, yellow, green, 2 blues, 3 purples, 2 pinks, 2 whites, gold and clear in my collection of nail polish
• i think trends are for people who cant find their own individuality. 

The honest truth

So you ask me to tell you the truth, he asked me to tell the truth and I do. Then you tell me I am being selfish. I honestly don't get it. I warned you that the truth is going to hurt to hear it. I tried to change my opinion, but the more I got to know him the more I didn't understand why you liked him. Please forgive me, please don't throw away what we had for a lifetime for  guy that you have known for so much less than me. 


I didn't mean to hurt you. I am so, so, so sorry